"Vice An Expert Repentance"

This story is taken from the magazine "Al-Ummah Al-Qatriyyah" No. 70, the column titled "repentance", written by Hussein Uwais Mathar.It was my best friend has changed, crispy soft laughter greeted each ear, like the crack of dawn to welcome the morning. Whereas previously the laugh is often deafening and hurt feelings. Now view full tawadhu cool. Whereas previously filled with its destruction. Words that came out of his mouth is now filled with calculations, whereas previously boasted to and fro hurt and hurt people, no matter and no burden of sin. His face was calm suffused light of guidance after previously impressed fierce and no mercy.
I was face to face, he understood what I wanted, and he said,
"Looks like you want to ask me. What made you change? "
"Yes, that's what I wanted to ask you," I snap, I saw your face a few years ago differ 180 degrees with a face that I see now.

                        سُبْحَانَ مُغَيِّرِ الأَحْوَالِ 
Most holy God Almighty made ​​a difference, "he said gratefully. "Hmm ... must be behind it all there was to pull the story," I remarked.



"Yes, her story when I remember, always adds to my faith in Allah the Almighty for everything, his story beyond imagination, but it remains a fact that has changed the direction of my life, now I'll tell you all about it."
When I was driving to Cairo, in one of the bridge that connects the city, suddenly a cow and a small child passing in front of me, I was shocked and can not control the vehicle. Unconsciously my car plunge into the river, and I'm already in the water. I lift my head up in order to breathe, but the car continued to sink and the water barely meet in my car, my hand touched the door handle right away, but the door was locked. At that moment I felt it would soon die, what comes to mind is the journey of my life filled with sin and stains. Everything was as dark, like being in a deep and dark tunnel, screaming panic gripping and thought, "Yaa Rabb ... Save me, not of death will soon be going through, but save me from all sin that has surrounded me, I feel like my soul drift and beg forgiveness of God before you meet him, and I say two sentences creed, I began to feel going to die.
I tried to move my hands to reach for something, my hand suddenly touched something that hole, I remember!, Perforation is coming from the front glass, which broke out since three days ago, without thinking, I thrust my body desperately out of the glass these holes, I again see the light, I see people watching from the riverbank as he cried aloud to each other so that there was one who helped me, and then plunged two of them into the river and took me to the edge, with the physical exhaustion I still was not sure be saved and to come back to life, from a distance I saw my car slowly sinking into the water. From that moment I felt desperate to leave my past is full of sin, it is immediately prove it when he got home, immediately tore apart posters of celebrities images and idols and images half-naked woman who accidentally kupajang on the wall of my house, then I went into the room and threw my body on the bed, crying, the first time I felt sorry for the sins I have done, the harder I cried and my tears streaming down the rapids, while my body was shaking. That's when I heard the call to prayer, as if I'd only heard the first time. I immediately got up and immediately rushed ablutions. In the mosque, after I pray, I declare repentance and ask God to forgive me; Since then, as now you see my face change due to repentance. "


هَنِيْئًا لَكَ يَا أخِيْ وَحَمْدًا للهِ عَلَى سَلاَمَتِكَ لَقَدْ أَرَادَ اللهُ بِكَ خَيْرًا وَاللهُ يَتَوَلاَّكَ      
وَيَرْعَاكَ وَيُثَبِّتُ عَلَى الْحَقِّ خُطَاكَ

"Blessed are you, O my brother, praise be to God for salvation, true God has willed goodness in you, God will always protect you and take care of you, and establish your feet on the truth".


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